Gallery 2
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In my bed as I lie down
inner thoughts begins to drown me.
My heart feel so restless,
your pressence still lingers here
insecurity begins to taunt me
Feeling left alone in this world
Trying to fit in with the crowd.
Trying to please everybody
Moments of laugther
Moments of happiness
Moments of joy and pain,
But sadness starts creeping back.
Though memories will never fade,
you have to move on.
Friends may come and go,
Life will always be the same
no matter what happens.
Think of me when you go
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The last time when I'm with you,
Security wrapped within me.
I feel safe in your arms
Wanting to protect me
From the fiery eyes of the world.
The bondness we have,
special closeness we shared,
The warm and love you gave me,
Oh how beautiful life can be..
So think of me when you go.
Remember our friendship
Remember our love.
I'm afraid to let you go,
so, please think of me when you go.
I can see the love
shinning through your eyes.
The smile in your face,
will always be remembered
The memories you shared unto me
will always be in my heart.
But I want you to know,
that I care so much about you.
No matter what life brings
I will always be here for you.
Hoping someday
I will see your face again.
To feel your touch
To feel your kisses.
So, please think of me when you go.
Trapped
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A world full of bitter people,
everybody is not safe anymore.
Where there is a danger,
there is no hope.
Honesty lies to dishonesty,
and trusting lies to betrayal.
Sharing your divinely secrets
Means putting your life in at stake.
When it spills out,
a person can't do anything
except to face the consequences.
Pain and suffering,
is what a person cannot bear.
A family who are not united,
because of a mother's fault.
The hardship I feel,
is tearing me into pieces.
Does God still hear my pleas?
or he just plainly deaf and blind?
Does God still exist?
If he does,
Why can't He listen to me?
are you abandoning me?
or just simply avoiding me?
Have I done something wrong
to face this consequences?
Am I too hard to handle,
or just being too hard headed?
Why am I facing this?
Is this a challenge?
This is such a Bullshit to me!
Still trapped inside in my shell,
struggling to get out,
struggling to find out who I am.
struggling to find the ways of this world.
