Immoral Act
(2-16-95)
In my own native land,
A child who was young and carefree,
Problems were nothing
but a dust flying through the air.
As my adolecense entered,
I came into a stange land,
Everything was new.
A place that is unknown to me,
but the world known to others.
Suddenly, an unknown land
became known to me.
The facts of life
I face and took it slowly.
The more I learned,
the more I accepted.
But the more I learned,
the worst it begun.
Slowly and surely,
my life became a challenge.
The hardships that I face,
was not enough to struggle.
Stress and pressure came,
my mind become hollowed.
I don't know any solutions,
to resolve any of my problems.
One thing that came into my mind,
that makes a good sense to me,
but a bad idea to others.
Why it is so bad
to go against the law of oGod?
Isn't giving up life worth it?
or is it an immoral act?
Which one?
(3-6-95)
College life is full of choices.
Some people say,
choose the practical way,
Some people say,
go with your God-given talent.
But which one is considered the best?
Everybody had their own abilities
Everybody had their own opportunities
Some people succeed
Some people failed.
Choosing the wrong path,
will lead to a struggle.
Choosing the wrong path,
will carry a heavy burden.
Do we want more money?
Do we want more power?
Are we driven to succeed?
Do we want to become somebody?
Do we want to be worshipped?
The more I think about it,
the more I'm confused.
If I go with my ego,
and use my God-given talent,
maybe I'll be somebody.
But still........which one?
Overcoming Obstacles
(3-1-95)
People come and go.
When someone you love,
Leave without saying goodbye,
Left a message without any warning.
The love ones I've lost,
Gave a huge void in my life.
Leaving me behind,
To an unknown place.
Through unknown cause,
Gave me points to ponder
how to cope with life and death.
I don't understand,
why people have to die.
Is it because their time is up?
or not taking care of themselves?
The people that passed away,
left me some wonderful memories.
Memories I can treasured
until years passed by.
If life's too short
I must struggle for something
to overcome everything.
I may be alive today
But tomorrow? who knows?
Maybe my time will come.
At least I don't want to waste,
every single day of my life,
before it's too late.
If we believe in ourselves
and have faith in God,
We can overcome death.
Until the next life comes around,
We will be free and live forever.
